Why?

I'm pretty sure it's because animals don't do it. Except for whales and dolphins and manatees and buffaloes running from fire and lemmings running from people…

Piss Poor Move

I've been in a bad mood today. I was up too late last night. The people I like from my old job are getting the same sort of shit we were getting when I was there and they are being blamed for it. And I just feel vaguely crappy,

In an effort to feel better I spent money. After years free from BMG and Columbia House I have once again joined a DVD club. I don't feel any better. At least, in a few weeks, I'll get a few DVDs that can only be bought through the club and two of the movies are ones that I dearly love.

It doesn't help now, though.

A Hard Thing

One of the hard things about being a depressive person is that when you have a day that you feel good, you don't want it to end. The problem is that going to sleep much later than usual leads to a less good day tomorrow.

So far the next days have been not so good. It's hard, though, to let go of the good when you recognize it.