In the last week, I have dreamed that I have dreamed of having a baby four times. None of them are my baby, and I'm not giving birth.
In three of the dreams, I have a baby with me. I know it's not mine. I think one of these babies may have been from a cousin. All of them had a huge scar, one on a leg, one an arm, and the third on its back. In all of these dreams, I already had the baby. I fed and bathed and changed them.
The dream I had last night was different. See, I was helping some friends with packing. When I went back the next day and all that was left was a baby in a car seat. When I tried to call my friends all I got was voice mail that said the kid was mine.
So, what does having a baby force on me mean?
Maybe it's better not to think about it.